CHAPTER 1: Lost And Spiritually Broken CHAPTER 2: My Grace Is Sufficient For You CHAPTER 3: Surrender CHAPTER 4: I Lived CHAPTER 1: Lost And Spiritually Broken “I want to die.” That’s what I thought as I held the knife up to my wrist. Shaking profusely, in emotional agony, I begged God to let me take my own life. That’s right, I wanted to die. I was emotionally drained, spiritually broken, and completely lost in my life. I was at a place where no one or anything could help me but Jesus Christ himself. I’d be lying to you if I told you this was the first time I contemplated taking my own life. I previously daydreamed about the ways I could do it. Walk into traffic? No, because that could traumatize and ruin someone else’s life and I didn’t want to be the cause of another person’s pain. Take a bottle of pills I had in my medicine cabinet? No, because I Googled the ingredients and realized it wouldn’t even kill me. At best, …